This really isn’t a deep post. It’s not a zenish, karmaesque guru advice-giving dissertation. It’s just an observation. If your physical life outside of you is cluttered, disorganized, and chaotic, then your life is cloudy. Your mind is not clear. I cannot relax or feel content if there is a mess around me.
Yesterday, I spent all of about 1/2 hour while the girls were playing up in their playroom in front of the mirror going through their dresser drawers and a few other piles of their smaller clothes to determine what will stay and what will get packed away. I put little piles of 3, 6 and 9 month clothes together in order to put them into diaper boxes for the next up-and-coming moms to go through, and I put back all the 12 and 18 month clothes for Fall and Winter back into their drawers.
MAN, that felt good. I can’t tell you. And yes, I still have a LOT more to do, but there’s really no better feeling than getting organized, is there? It’s soooooo greeeeeeaaat!
What else have I been doing? FINALLY getting to the last few thank you cards I STILL have hanging over my head from the girls’ birth. It’s absolutely nuts that I still have these to do, but I really haven’t even been able to count just how many people have generously given gifts to the girls. It’s amazing, but it’s also a lot of time and effort to say a proper thank you. And I just can’t bring myself to resort to email or just a verbal thank you. If someone goes through the trouble to buy you a gift, you send them a proper thank you card. So. I think I counted and have 6 more left (before you know, the 1 yr. gifts start coming….!!!) and WILL get them done before Friday. Once done, a huge weight will be lifted from my shoulders and mind. I mean, think about it…every. single. night. the idea that I should be writing thank yous has hung over my head while moving, medical appointments, workouts, and other events have also intruded into our lives.
It’s mental baggage, and it sucks.
So yes. I need to bottle the feeling you get – a high almost – from getting something sorted, cleaned and organized. Do you get what I mean? Do you feel the same way?